2010年10月9日星期六

假装。。
在你面前我是很坚强,其实,我在伪装。。。
                  我的内心你不晓得。。。
虽然我把一切都掩饰得很好,让你觉得我不会再去在乎那一切。。。
                  但你却不知道忍受的痛。。。


答应过不再想,口头上说没事,但内心却挣扎。。。

无奈还是无奈。。。


笑,不是因为我开心,而是我为了让身边的人安心。。。


安静的空间让我更忍不住落泪,让我脱下坚强的假面具。。。。


我讨厌寂寞,它让我变得无助,软弱。。。。
               冷酷并不是我要的表情,关心才是我最渴望的。。
   至少一个问候。。我都觉得温暖,足够。。。
其实我没有很开心,少了你的存在。。
                                  我只需要你的一句关心的话。。。

3 条评论:

  1. Ne, what happened to you recently jek?
    i have been your age, i knew the growing up stage not easy to walk forward...but, who we are?
    chow's family. Be strong, be tough..
    Alone not the worst thing, because you have us...siblings, dad and mum.
    STRONG...against the darkness world.

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  2. All My sisters have grown big! i never realized this is the truth. omg! i m too old. u guys must determine the direction that u guys want n always plan the next steps...do enjoy every steps that u walk thru! u guys r nt like me de eldest in de family! y need to be so worried!? listen to ur heart n be strong to overcome all de obstacles after choosing the "route of life". no fear at all! Be more positive! Ne ne although now is in October je...u also dun hav to be so expressive one...especially in FB...now everyone knoe ur eating "Oct Vegie" lor! heheh... :p

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  3. ish..i just wrote syok what I wrote...sometime i just think something why people easy to get hurt from love..around me...ofcz me dun hv any target la..haha...no worry..i will be strong..octvegie just u all creative oli...

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